After a few weeks of thinking every once in awhile, hmm, I haven’t cried or felt sad in awhile maybe that part is behind me, and with sleeping through the night again…suddenly this past week I am overcome with a sadness that is my constant companion. I make strong and true efforts to be happy, and I succeed, but the sadness is just waiting for me to sit down, for my mind to rest, it is coiled in songs. And then I realized the return of the sadness coincides with the anniversary of the devastating news of your impending death, delivered by you, yourself. No wonder I have been swimming in such grief. My body just remembered before I did, is all.
About a year now
About a year now
About a year now
After a few weeks of thinking every once in awhile, hmm, I haven’t cried or felt sad in awhile maybe that part is behind me, and with sleeping through the night again…suddenly this past week I am overcome with a sadness that is my constant companion. I make strong and true efforts to be happy, and I succeed, but the sadness is just waiting for me to sit down, for my mind to rest, it is coiled in songs. And then I realized the return of the sadness coincides with the anniversary of the devastating news of your impending death, delivered by you, yourself. No wonder I have been swimming in such grief. My body just remembered before I did, is all.